A bit of an experience!!

Although a reality.. Yet, seems like a vague dream!
It's an old, yet prominent memory
of the day we met for the first time.
Was it an odd time, an unprepared introduction 
or an unexpected situation.. 

I smile at the slightest remembrance of the excitement
with butterflies in my stomach!
Was I happy at the first glance of yours?
Well, I did become fond of you over the span of time.
But, I do remember having tears shed for no crime
:) was naive, now I realize..

Won't deny the fact that my heart was filled with emotions endless
It was with the flow of time, series of occurrences that eventually took place;
I was swept off my feet in lieu.
Seemed like a dream and then dreams within the dream
:) innocence of the heart, i would rather say..

Threw me down at the bottomless pit on one fine day,
to feel shattered, battered, repent, disappointed!
Those soundless howls and cries of the naive heart
even with multiple cracks within, 
Indeed, it was a brave start.. to move on 
because life is all about experiences, to go on!

Now, time is different 
and we those who parted our ways,
things changed, so did the people and the phase;
With layers of time waves, all those memories now blurred
Yet, I wonder how life would have, otherwise turned..

Yun toh..

Yun toh dil ki baat likhi nahi jati hain...
main puchu: agar aysa hain.. toh, batao kaha ya kaise bayaan karoon ?
Yun toh zubaan se lavz sahi samay pe nikalte nahi hain...
main sochu: sahi samay kab aata hain!
Yun toh dil v har kisi pe nahi aata hain.....
main bolu: zamana ab kuch aur hi kehta hain;

Kaash k waqt theher jata kahi,
kahi jaha.. chayn k do saanse li jati..
Aankhen bandh ho.. aur dhadkane sun-li jati
Ab to jati rahi masoom woh khwahishey...
duniya badi zaleem hain, ya toh.. berukh tumhare dard se!
main manoo: zindagi k kayi pehlu, yeh v unhi mein se ek hain!!