I stood there at the bus stand, staring down - at nothing. My eyes searched for something. It wasnt the eyes; my mind was actually looking for answers to the questions, which I don't have yet. In such a phase as this, I wonder about the way I wander, looking for things that are materialistic or spiritual or philosophical which might add values and make sense to the physical self and towards soul searching. Although, it gets filtered as per my outlook and approach towards life. It's a leverage acquired from the so called self independence, indulgence and determination accumulated over the span of years.
Effort put forth, struggle made through, pain borne goes without a word because such things tend to be part of self realizations, possibly as memories to savour and smile about the gone days and what made the person as who it is, today. Body forgets the physical pain and so does the sad memories fade away from mind. But, it's the heart which may not be able to let go the fondest memories or hurt feelings. It does remind those moments of laughter with close buddies, being snuggled and wrapped in arms, stupid arguments with siblings, stressful moments during exams, interviews, when someone else make decisions that impacts your life.
Choices can be difficult, decisions can be tough and consequences might even be rough. It's upto him/her to survive and test self confidence and beliefs about oneself whether being unbreakable or not. Life is beautiful and time tests us and every belief we hold to ourselves. What matters is, how strongly do we hold onto our ground and be tested without doubting our beliefs, which defins us as who we are. As humans, we might have regrets and those can be lots yet, it always feels good to remind oneself of how good you are to yourself by letting one to be him or herself.
Life has all its shades of being happy, sad, gloomy, excited, amazed, surprises, heart broken, friendships, tangible bonds with no definition or reasoning, family.. Life is, as it is..beautiful.
Effort put forth, struggle made through, pain borne goes without a word because such things tend to be part of self realizations, possibly as memories to savour and smile about the gone days and what made the person as who it is, today. Body forgets the physical pain and so does the sad memories fade away from mind. But, it's the heart which may not be able to let go the fondest memories or hurt feelings. It does remind those moments of laughter with close buddies, being snuggled and wrapped in arms, stupid arguments with siblings, stressful moments during exams, interviews, when someone else make decisions that impacts your life.
Choices can be difficult, decisions can be tough and consequences might even be rough. It's upto him/her to survive and test self confidence and beliefs about oneself whether being unbreakable or not. Life is beautiful and time tests us and every belief we hold to ourselves. What matters is, how strongly do we hold onto our ground and be tested without doubting our beliefs, which defins us as who we are. As humans, we might have regrets and those can be lots yet, it always feels good to remind oneself of how good you are to yourself by letting one to be him or herself.
Life has all its shades of being happy, sad, gloomy, excited, amazed, surprises, heart broken, friendships, tangible bonds with no definition or reasoning, family.. Life is, as it is..beautiful.
