I wish ........ and the list begins..!!
Probably, it was from childhood.. I remember wishing for things to happen, things to have, things to be.. reality however, shows a different scenario altogether. How I wish..everything that I had desired for, would have come true!
One thing which has never let me disappointed, is my imagination and day-dreaming. Yes, "day-dreaming".. and I still do it :) As a teen, always enjoyed it. Being in a different level, a world of my own, the way I wanted everything..places, people, their words, actions and my actions accordingly :P Places where I wanted to be, dresses that I wanted to try, things that I wanted to feel - call it eating ice or getting drenched in rain..completely and yet continue to be in rain!! To walk in those roads filled with leaves in the season of Autumn..to watch rain through window glass, to lay on the terrace and watch the sky..full of stars throughout the night; collect shells on beaches, take a vacation to Ireland, long walks on windy evenings....... Can somebody make my wishes come true! Just somebody, who can sustain to listen to my darkest secrets, know my fears, crazy views, have silly arguments, take me in shelter to console and comfort through unpredictable problems.. Well, in all these years, that somebody has always been in my imaginations, never did in the real life have I met that 'somebody' and I wonder if 'somebody' would just merely remain to be in my imaginations for this lifetime..
The wishlist has become countless by now if I have to start counting from those of my childhood till date. Hmm..yet the list is never-ending and am glad about it // 32 teeth open-smile :D // Ofcourse, priorities of wishes have changed over the years like dolls, ink pen, lacy frocks, crayons, water colors, colorful ribbons, bangles, nail paints, places to travel, watches, long hair, foot wears..duh!!! List goes on and on..well, these are part of being materialistic.
Coming to feelings and emotions.... well, it would be a hit-list :P heartbreaks, silly crushes, emotional drama // well, not me ;) // cries, laughter, arguments, cold wars // hehehehee // list goes on and on again!! Yet, heart craves for the 'one', eyes search the 'face', ears eagerly waiting to listen the 'words'. The wait seems longer now with age.. running by at a train-speed and people around getting married // blush blush, such an odd feeling // I still want to enjoy my 'single hood' for a while, miss those college days and friends who have gone apart with time <3 <3
To my quick observation.. my wishlist has narrowed down to an extent lately // to be specific about groom-search.. ohh!! did I blurt it out, yeah..guess so. But, it's still in d thought process // So, was saying that the more I focus on the things I would wish in my 'prince charming' // not sure about the World, but to me, he would definitely be my prince // the least I feel that there are guys who would completely fulfill the whole criteria as per my wishlist. And somehow.. I've got the feeling that my so called 'wishlist' has slowly started converting into a 'checklist'!! // should I be happy about it? well, being a practical kind, somehow am not // Nevertheless, mom says.. "birth, death and
marriage is all about fate"
;)
Does it mean, I should just sit idle to wait and watch what my 'fate' gets me in? Even, in Bhagwat Geeta, it's mentioned that human should do what they are supposed to, rest follows accordingly :) Such a wise thought ;) :D
