Wish I could

Wish i could keep the flower of happiness always blooming
Turn every dreams of mine into reality & living.
Wish i could turn back the wheel of time
To claim back my rightful dime.
Wish i could stop being alone - to let you be yourself:
'cause long before you realize, I shall be gone!
Wish i could change back life into a white plain sheet
Re-paint it all again with better chosen colors & yet neat.
Wish i could sail a fleet of my desires
To an uknown place, where things are fresh & new:
Life seems to be simple & fair,
even with it's complicated terms & profound view.
Wish i could make a peace with my head & heart
drawing a line between mind's thirst & heart's crave!
Wish i could put memories, embeded to my soul
buried into the mind's deepest grave;
Wish i could be able to seek adventures
with life's utmost risks leading to tricky trips
Wish i could smile again freely with random thoughts
'cause now, even smile thinks twice to touch my lips;
Wish i could blow my birthday candles & wish
to live once again those wonderful years
which now seems like a glimpse of memories to banish!!